First of all, I want to thank you for everything love love ko. For all of the endless efforts, for all of the endless love, endless comforts and endless gala & strolls! :)) Honestly, habang tumatagal I was actually losing my chance na I-continue to due to my lack of time.
Pero still, I stayed right?! and you also stayed. Even though, nawawalan na ako ng pag-asa I still chose to stay with you, dahil isa din sa goal ko yung ibalik kita ng buong-buo, I also promised you that naman diba? :)) I'll heal you!! we'll get over the past traumas, the past pains, experience, the unexpected lusts that you do get from most of those guys na nakikilala at nakakausap mo.
Baby, nung pinalayo kita.. I was struggling na sagutin yung tanong mo na "Babalik ka?", "Pero babalik ka?".
Honestly, noon hindi pa clear yung sagot ko, punong-puno ako ng pagdududaโpunong-puno ng kaguluhan yung isip ko, pero right now.. I have a clear answer na... If you were to ask me again patungkol don, i will answer it loudly, buo ang puso ko, buo ang isipan at buo ang kaluluwa koโI will come back to you, at wala akong ibang uuwian kundi ikaw, hindi dahil ikaw lang yung mayroon akoโdahil ikaw lang yung mahal ko, at nagpakita sakin na karapat-dapat pa akong mabuhay sa mundong 'to.
Alam mo, while writing this naiiyak na kaagad ako, even though first letter palang 'to. You don't know how much ka kahalaga sa puso ko, I would fight for you, papanindigan kita, I will commit sayo, I WILL DO EVERYTHING PARA SAYO, PARA SAATIN AT PARA SA IKABUBUTI NG ISA'T ISA. Which is why I always care about your academics, dahil mahal kita. kaya nga diba "Ibabalik kita ng buong-buo, pangako yan sayo". It means that I WILL BRING YOU AS A WHOLE, hindi lang for love, but also for our own growth, for our own happiness, improvement and for our own achievements.
Ly, I'm hoping na you wont cheat on me, At some point ikaw nalang naman din ang mayroon ako eh, hahaha.. So please, panindigan mo din yung sinabi mo :( it would be hard sa part ko na mawawala ka, na mawawala yung taong mahal ko. Yung taong nandyan para ipamukha sakin na hindi cruel ang mundoโat may nakakaintindi sakin.
At some point, this is the only thing that I could do at the moment, so please have some patience sa ginawa kong letter na ganito, sooner or later I will make sure na I'll give you what you want and the things that you deserve :)) if only may makahihigit sa salitang "Mahal Kita", araw-araw ko 'yon gagamitin, dahil mas higit pa yung pagmamahal na gusto kong ipahiwatig kaysa sa salita :))
I'm so lucky to have someone like you Ly, I am so happy having someone sooooo kind, pretty, gorgeous anddd SOOOO SO SOOOOOO MAGANDA NA GF NA KATULADDDDD MO! LALO NA WHEN YOU SMILE AND MAAYOS YUNG SUOT MO?!!! MY HEART WOULD LITERALLY MELT, NAGMEMELT NA NGA 'TO SA UGALI MO, PAANO PA KAYA SA LOOKSSSSSS MO, EDI DEDS NAKO NETO JDHSAYXSYADGSAHUDSA I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHH BABY KOOOOOOOOO!!
PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME, PAG TINANGGAL KA NILA SAKIN AT MAY KUMUHA SAYOโIIYAK AKO PALAGI, ALWAYS KITANG MAMIMISS AT HAHANAPIN :(( HINDI KO DIN KAYANG TIISIN THAT YOU'LL BE GONE SA TABI KO BEBE ;CC I love you so soooo muchhh, MWUAH MWUAH MWUAH MWUAH MWUAHHHH
- 5 MWUAHS, BECAUSE IT MEANSSSSSSSS
1. I
2. LOVE
3. YOU
4. SO
5. MUCH!
Next Letter naman tayo baby? ;ppp DALII! I LOVE YOUUU
Forever yours,
With all my heart