Letters for Ly ๐Ÿ’•

Love Letters that I digitally made, it's made with my love bebe ;p

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First Letter

Pag-Ibig ay Kanibalismo

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Second Letter

Kalapastangan

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Third Letter

Iris

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๐ŸŽต Pagibig Ay Kanibalismo

My Dearest Ly ;p

Ibabalik kita, ng buong-buo.

First of all, I want to thank you for everything love love ko. For all of the endless efforts, for all of the endless love, endless comforts and endless gala & strolls! :)) Honestly, habang tumatagal I was actually losing my chance na I-continue to due to my lack of time. Pero still, I stayed right?! and you also stayed. Even though, nawawalan na ako ng pag-asa I still chose to stay with you, dahil isa din sa goal ko yung ibalik kita ng buong-buo, I also promised you that naman diba? :)) I'll heal you!! we'll get over the past traumas, the past pains, experience, the unexpected lusts that you do get from most of those guys na nakikilala at nakakausap mo. Baby, nung pinalayo kita.. I was struggling na sagutin yung tanong mo na "Babalik ka?", "Pero babalik ka?". Honestly, noon hindi pa clear yung sagot ko, punong-puno ako ng pagdududaโ€”punong-puno ng kaguluhan yung isip ko, pero right now.. I have a clear answer na... If you were to ask me again patungkol don, i will answer it loudly, buo ang puso ko, buo ang isipan at buo ang kaluluwa koโ€”I will come back to you, at wala akong ibang uuwian kundi ikaw, hindi dahil ikaw lang yung mayroon akoโ€”dahil ikaw lang yung mahal ko, at nagpakita sakin na karapat-dapat pa akong mabuhay sa mundong 'to. Alam mo, while writing this naiiyak na kaagad ako, even though first letter palang 'to. You don't know how much ka kahalaga sa puso ko, I would fight for you, papanindigan kita, I will commit sayo, I WILL DO EVERYTHING PARA SAYO, PARA SAATIN AT PARA SA IKABUBUTI NG ISA'T ISA. Which is why I always care about your academics, dahil mahal kita. kaya nga diba "Ibabalik kita ng buong-buo, pangako yan sayo". It means that I WILL BRING YOU AS A WHOLE, hindi lang for love, but also for our own growth, for our own happiness, improvement and for our own achievements. Ly, I'm hoping na you wont cheat on me, At some point ikaw nalang naman din ang mayroon ako eh, hahaha.. So please, panindigan mo din yung sinabi mo :( it would be hard sa part ko na mawawala ka, na mawawala yung taong mahal ko. Yung taong nandyan para ipamukha sakin na hindi cruel ang mundoโ€”at may nakakaintindi sakin. At some point, this is the only thing that I could do at the moment, so please have some patience sa ginawa kong letter na ganito, sooner or later I will make sure na I'll give you what you want and the things that you deserve :)) if only may makahihigit sa salitang "Mahal Kita", araw-araw ko 'yon gagamitin, dahil mas higit pa yung pagmamahal na gusto kong ipahiwatig kaysa sa salita :)) I'm so lucky to have someone like you Ly, I am so happy having someone sooooo kind, pretty, gorgeous anddd SOOOO SO SOOOOOO MAGANDA NA GF NA KATULADDDDD MO! LALO NA WHEN YOU SMILE AND MAAYOS YUNG SUOT MO?!!! MY HEART WOULD LITERALLY MELT, NAGMEMELT NA NGA 'TO SA UGALI MO, PAANO PA KAYA SA LOOKSSSSSS MO, EDI DEDS NAKO NETO JDHSAYXSYADGSAHUDSA I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHH BABY KOOOOOOOOO!! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME, PAG TINANGGAL KA NILA SAKIN AT MAY KUMUHA SAYOโ€”IIYAK AKO PALAGI, ALWAYS KITANG MAMIMISS AT HAHANAPIN :(( HINDI KO DIN KAYANG TIISIN THAT YOU'LL BE GONE SA TABI KO BEBE ;CC I love you so soooo muchhh, MWUAH MWUAH MWUAH MWUAH MWUAHHHH - 5 MWUAHS, BECAUSE IT MEANSSSSSSSS 1. I 2. LOVE 3. YOU 4. SO 5. MUCH!
Next Letter naman tayo baby? ;ppp DALII! I LOVE YOUUU Forever yours, With all my heart
Your Nathan ๐Ÿ’•
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๐ŸŽต Kalapastangan

To My Safe Space,

Kung ang Mundo ay biglang gugunawin, Ikaw ang una kong hahanapin.

You may not like this song, pero I love this one. Especially the chorus. First and Foremost, I want to tell you that I am always so proud of you and your name. You are the most precious girl I've ever met, super sincere, super soft and sooooo soooo PRETTY TALAGA, ALWAYS! HINDI MAWAWALA YAN. Honestly love, I'm struggling nga eh, I feel like hindi mo ako deserve. I feel like nobody deserves me at all, pero at some pointโ€”pinapamukha mo sakin na you deserve me at all, kaya nanghahawak ako na you do deserve me too and magpapakabetter na din ako para sayo. I'm sorry if sometimes, nangingialam ako when it comes to your problems, it's just that mahal kita eh :(( I want to learn everything from you, gusto kong magstand-up para sayo, gusto kitang ipaglaban, gusto kitang tulungan. Not because nagpapakitang-gilas ako, but because you're my baby, you're my love, my safe space, my home and my rest. Which is why, I won't let anybody ruin it, lalo na ng mga issue na yan. I know you've been stressed and drained lately, so please let me hold you for awhile, let me be your crying shoulders. Not most of the time, ikaw lang yung gagawa ng efforts, let me also do it for you. I am your boyfriend Ly, let me act like one. I'll spoil you no worries, I'll bawi sayo I promise and I'll love you AS ALWAYSSS! MWUAHHH MWUAH MWUAH MWUAH MWAUH!! please, when everything gets hard always run back towards me. Kasi it hurts me kapag hindi kita napapangiti, lalo na din kapag wala ka saking tabi and you're struggling alone?! it hurts me so much kaya huhu, the guilt inside my heart haunts me kapag nahihirapan ka. There are also times na nagrarant ka sakin and sobrang konti lang ng comment ko, im so sorry for it love love, I always listen naman sayo ;cc it's just that ayoko na masyadong pag-usapan yung problema mo. I don't want to trigger it and I don't want it na lumala pa kaya iniiba ko din minsan yung topic. I always smile and laugh din, kasi diba ;pp habang-buhay akong nagsisisi, kapag isang arawโ€”hindi kita napapangiti ;pp TAMOO!! MATCH SA EXPLANATION KO YUNG KANTAAA, and yes.. It's true, I always change the topic and mostly funny ones kasi I always want to libang you instead of palalain pa yung problema ;cc I don't want you na damdamin yung nararamdaman mo, I want you to smile, be happy and find your comfort zone, your peace and happiness towards me. It may look careless, pero it's my approach when it comes to showing that I care for you baby. I love you so much baby ko. Baby, I love you owkay? SOW SOW MUCH. So please, if ever man na naiyak ka gabi-gabi, if pinagdududahan mo yung sarili mo, please always mong tandaan na you're always the best lalong-lalo na sa paningin ko. No need to overthink baby, I'll always choose you no matter what happens. I'll always love you no matter what happens, basta just be yourself ah? :)) Baby, if ever na i-backread mo to dahil naiyak ka, please tahan na. I don't want to seeeeee you cryyy, nako-nakoโ€”I'll get mad sayo nakooooo, okay? so tahan na baby. I love you sow much, ill hug u nalang owkay? DON'T CRY NA ALWAYS OWKAY BABY? PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEE!! alam kong may mabigat kang kinikimkim, alam kong may mabibigat kang pinagdadaanan pero hindi ako mawawala sa tabi mo love love ko ;(( YOU KNOW NAMAN NA IKAW NALANG MERON AKO IHHHHHH SO, INSTEAD OF CRYINGGGGG JUST TELL IT TO ME OWKAY?! PAG-USAPAN NAITN LAHATTTT!
With deepest love & care, Sincerely
Yours Natnat ;p
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๐ŸŽต Iris

My Everything,

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Let's go full english mode ;p I never knew what completeness felt like until I found you. You see meโ€”truly see meโ€”in ways no one else ever has, you've made efforts, bought me foods, flowers, and etcs ;( Behind all the masks I wear for the world, you found the real me and loved that person unconditionally. This photograph we took together isn't just a memory. It's a patotoo sa love that we shared, the bond we've built, the future we're creating together. I want you to know that the world isn't perfect, but I also want you to know that you're my perfect in this imperfect world ;pp eyy! sheesh HDYSAHDYSHDA I LOVE YOU!. When everything feels like it's falling apart, you're the one thing that makes sense. It's so crazy and unexpected noh? we really did end up together hehe, well I know na madaming masasabi yung ibang tao dyan. Pero please ignore them, if may masabi man sila na nag-abang ka, fuck them all. What matters the most for me is I found someone na nakakaintindi sakin at kaya akong mahalin sa kung sino ako at kaya ko din siyang mahalin sa kung sino siya. Lastly, please don't get affected sa mga sasabihin ng ibang tao saatin, if ever man na magkaconflict or problems tayo, please let's talk about it gently, softly, walang mura and sigawan :)) we'll handle everything with love and comfort. I love you so much baby, no leaving na ah? :)) please pleaseeee NO CHEAITNGGGG!! I HATEEE THATTT KAYAAAAAAAA. hehe, YOU KNOW BA BABY, I ALWAYS MISS YOUUUU KAYA I ALSO DEDICATED IRIS KASI SOBRANG DEEP NG MEANING NITO. It actually matches our love story, "a deep desire to be cherished and truly seen by someone" is the meaning of iris. Patunay naman na tayo that we do cherish and truly see each other without judgements and just pure love, despite our flaws, insecurities, impurities we still managed to cherish and accept eachother. We still comforted each other about our own unique beautiness and kapogian, eheh RIGHT?! ;PP WE CAN RELATEEE SA IRISSSS BABYYYY KOOOOOOOOOOO! DYSGDSYADSHA NAKO, I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY NA. I'M SPEECHLESS ;PPP I LOVE YA BABY KOOOO, DON'T WORRY! BABAWI AKO SAYO AND YOU'LL SEE THE BEST OF ME SOONER OR LATERRRR, NAGCHACHARGE PA SI SELF KAYA RELAX LANG MWUAH MWAUH MWUAH MWAUH MWAUAH!.
I don't want the world to see me, because all I want is for you to know me ^ that means na I don't want na magpasikat pa sa iba, since all I want all along is mapansin mo lang ako and makilala mo ako ;cc kaya ever since nung nag usap nga tayo, i've been so quiet na diba? hehe. Forever and always, Your Soulmate
Endlessly Yours Nathan, NatNat, Frank, Love๐Ÿ’—